Want Vs Doing

Walter and I have been moving like crazy around here lately. I started spring cleaning, and right now the home seems to be worse than when I started. I know it's on the road to recovery, I just am getting a bit discrouaged. Garage sale next Saturday! So excited to get rid of some of the treasures I do not need or have room for.

The Spring cleaning motivation was triggered by 2 major events that happened this week. 1) We had our home re-appraised today to re-finance! 2) We had our first interview on Wednesday (Cinco de Mayo!) to become foster parents! I'm so excited about this, and yet so nervous. We're growing as we go through the process, but I know I need to get the family of Walter, Belle, Nooma, and I consistant before we offically add someone else- especially if that someone else needs extra love and consistancy! Still, I can't help but dream of being a mom in every passing moment. Most mothers, sadly, have no true idea of the blessing they've been given.

I have so much I WANT to do, when I just need to get up and DO it! Anything is possible; I need to go out and GET what I want! I need to stop dreaming of being a mom when I can foster. I need to stop groaning over being overweight, and just loose the weight! I need to stop complaining the house is a mess, and just FIX it! I need to stop crying about my marriage, when I have the love to change it!

As for all that, I'm getting off the computer now. I'm going to go and get what I want.